so much happiness so much joy, pain
2003-02-12 - 1:29 a.m.
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So much happiness, so much joy, so much pain. How often I wish to bottle the happy moments, for a swig when I am thirsty and low. Even in my greatest joys, the feeling in the back of my head as my mind records it like a video camera capturing the moment as best can be knowing all along its fleeting. I try to stay married to the moment "in the now" as they say in pop psychology journals and it helps. But it never much changes the fact that all fades to grey.
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