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2010-07-21 - 11:09 a.m.


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I took a claritin-D and .5 mg of xanax before work.

I feel kinda' high right now. Like, speeded up, but with a mellow head full of glue. And everything is going to be alright.

Of course, everything is NOT going to be alright. Everything is going to be the way it is. You can make plans and life will turn on a dime and change EVERYTHING.

In an instant. Flash! Boom! No fun for you, bubba. Not anymore. Not when a tractor tire rolls off of the bed of a peterbuilt and smashes through your car window, leaving you a weeping husk of a human being consigned forever to have your ass-wiped by mean people with stupid aspirations.

Or zombies could come out of the woodwork. Jakobs/Kruztfield, encephaleptic human 'chornic wasting disease', and they will eat your eyes and feast on your bones.

Honestly, I root for the zombie apocalypse. Or aliens. Aliens growing us like cattle for our souls. Because they have no souls and they WANT them. They WANT them bubba, and they will GET them, even if they have to pull them out of your ASS to get them.

ha. that's some nonsense.

Its not that I don't love people, its just this society that we've built is hopeless. Am I the only one that sees what we could be and what we've become? Its inane.

Now I feel like a fringe lunatic. Rebelling against a structure that most people thing is, by and large, fine.

Meanwhile we plunder the planet, atrocities pop off with frightening regularity (even though this is likely the most extended period of peace and plenty in the modern era...wrap your head around THAT one, bubba. People starve like mangy dogs and mutilate each other for scant reasons in regions all across the globe and this is THE BEST ITS EVER BEEN.)

All I'm saying is that everyone wants the same things, but there is something that is keeping us from realizing this dream. Food, shelter, clothing, and education and satisfaction for us all.

Its all there out there for us. But we CANT HAVE IT. Why?

It makes no SENSE. Don't you see?

Every bum you meet, every child on the street, could have shelter, clothing, food, education...all the basics. They may not live like kings, but they could LIVE.

But we are prevented from realizing this.

Why?

We could all come together under a common banner--one of decency and tolerance for all. But we are prevented from this.

Why?

Think of it. Everyone with all their needs met. Unifying the entire human race in peace and harmony. All working in the same direction, to propel our society's understanding of inner and outer space. Understanding of OURSELVES. Understand WHY we are here, and WHAT is the purpose.

But we are prevented from doing this.

Why?

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