To A Girl Who Left Me A Long Time Ago And No Longer Writes Me:
And you,
trying to be all things to all guys,
just so you can feel the slap of balls
on your clit,
and get it as many times in a day,
as you possibly can,
I dont know you anymore,
beyond the serpentine lies
you wove around my head
like a garland,
the thousand petty judgements,
that day after day wore me away,
that I no longer measured up to,
Your silence
abused me, abuses me still.
I am a man, a lover,
and deserve better than this