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Wake Me Up, Please before/after Could not sleep like a motherfucker. Anxiety over my doctor's appointment tomorrow. Tired of being poked and prodded, i guess. And much like taking a dog to the vets office, I can only go to certain places where they seem to cause me pain every time I go there before a definite negative association is formed. I don't shake like a dog in the car as we pull into the parking lot or anything, don't get me wrong. Its more of a "goddam I don't want to be poked, prodded, or given bad news" type of vibe. I've managed to corral and contain it to that point. I think things may be okay, I had been worried about worst case scenarios. Especially because emotionally, and perhaps physically, I am tapped out. Fuck it. I just want this nightmare to end.
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