Specious Jelly
2002-02-05 - 1:28 p.m.

before/after
strangely non-functional guestbook

I miss being in love with life.

Frustrated.  Hit a flat note.

Its the minutae that entertains me anyway.

Like a lense, I can capture the spark, and look lovingly in awe at the simple scene.

But to draw back, and take it all in, I am overwhelmed, and the feeling doesn't last.

Cannot last. 

But those lovely moments...mmmmhhh...feed my soul like specious jelly, mixed with balm, heal me.