I believe you are on the rag until proven otherwise
2007-11-19 - 2:44 a.m.
before/after
strangely
non-functional guestbook
I need a new
twelve-string.
And a new
Stratocaster. A VG this time.
And a new
laptop while we're at it.
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THEN I SHALL
RULE THE WORLD.
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I have a friend
who is starting to bridge the gap between fooling around with drugs and
addiction.
You can always
tell when you or someone you know is jumping that divide from being a
human into being a drug. They get bitchy for no
good reason. Everything becomes
difficult, until they find their fix.
Then they are pleasant, and their brain-chemistry allows them to act
like human beings for awhile.
What would scare a lot of people from hard core hard drug abuse would
be to spend some time with old drug attics. They're all fried
out and lost when they're not high. Get them high, but not
TOO high, and a certain lucidity appears.
That...if you're into drugs...should be a scary thing. When
you have to toke up, rail up, spike up whatever to feel normal, that's
when a definite threshold has been crossed. Its the far side
of addiction, and likely signals that whatever battle that may have
been fought has been lost. The brain chemistry has been
permanently altered.
And for some people...maybe they never found happiness, you know?
Maybe their brain chemistry was off from the get-go, and
that's what they found to fill the hole. I don't blame them.
I'm not a part of that culture of blame and demonization that
Our Christian Nation likes to embrace.
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Korean Air is still freaking me out.
I read an ad in the latest TIME magazine that said "Korean Air...the
airline that knows you better than you know yourself."
How the fuck did that happen?
I was ok with the "we'll jerk you off mid-flight" approach, but now,
apparently, they're in my melon.
I'm not cool with this.
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