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Expect A Miracle
2007-03-31 - 2:00 a.m.


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expect a miracle [Ed. Note: � Argentum� just broke a mirror while coming home after fucking Audrey well on her father's couch. �So he's screwed for the next seven years, too.]

"EXPECT A MIRACLE." �-bumper sticker on a car in traffic


I do expect a miracle, bubba. �I've been expecting a miracle for at least seven years now. �Maybe its just that some miracles are slow in developing.

After all, we do live in a fast food society these days. �At least, in the developing world.

Reading the CIA global report reveals a certain number of nations that live on subsistence farming, bubba. �Mostly in Africa. �Hand-to-mouth, bubba.

That's a hard dollar to make, watching your children starve, catching AIDS from the local hooker, �watching your homeland get "pioneered" by the dutch with funny accents, calling you "kaffer".

After all that, then joining the janjaweed only makes sense. �Why be on the side that's always getting fucked? �Why be raped when you can be the one raping. �After all, there's a lot of raping being done and will be done. �Why be on the receiving end?

No, bubba, some people pray for miracles every night. �Some miracles just take longer than others.

And sometimes they stare you right in your ungracious face, blatant for all the world to see, but we stay mired in our own misery, our own inglorious pool of suck, unaware of the miracles popping off left and right like pop-shots at a porn awards convention.

But now I feel bad for blaspheme, and in my arrogance I actually imagine I can piss Omnipotence off.

Because if there is Omnipotence, then there is definitely Impotence and that's me.

Oh sure, we can fuck. �And make more of us. �In a blighted fiesta of flailing freakish uselessness.

Is that why Buddhism appeals to me? �A way out?

Im not sure, Bubba.

I'll be expecting that miracle any day now, though, Bubba.

And I'll be looking for you if I don't get it.




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