Poetry Reading
2005-02-08 - 11:43 p.m.
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I got the call from a kid earlie I got the call from a kid earlier in the afternoon, when I went to lunch, inviting me to a university poetry read. He sounded drunk.
So I went after class, to a different university than my own, to read. I wandered around the bookstore until I saw a guy from my coffee shop reads, Buck, in line at a candy counter. Buck is a hairy man, thick bodied guy. Wolfish sideburns. He shook my hand enthusiastically, and walked me to the event.
On the walk, I fell behind. Buck walked with a decided pace. Like a college junior, who hasn't yet realized that the walk to class can be some of the most fun all day, looking at members of the opposite sex, taking in the sights. I meandered behind until I found the event and signed up. I sat next to a friend.
Quite a few people read, but I really couldn't tell you anything about what they wrote or read. Which must be the worst kind of poetry death I can imagine. Buck got up to read something overwrought and drug induced, replete with unicorns and pixies and lots of big words that ultimately meant nothing to me.
I leaned over to my friend, Dion, and whispered confidentially. We sat in some sort of lounge.
"She reeks of old skank," I said of the emcee of the poetry reading, a local professor, a doctor of creative writing or something similar. She was wearing all black and a swanky black hat. The only poem I remember of hers was a poem about a slinky, sexy dress she wore once, and maybe having sex in it before she picked up her kid. She seemed to like my stuff, and came to see my band once.
"And the next reader I have seen many times," she said, "And we're really glad to have him"
I walked up and grabbed the mic. I looked around the room. Lots of girls. Girls that were strangely unformed. And just a step below in looks. Nothing defined them, and no characteristic stood out. A creative writing professor sat in the audience, flanked by a phalanx of young creative writing students. The Dr. watched me with glinting dark eyes.
"Most of my poetry is obscene," I began matter-of-factly, and the crowd tittered in anticipation. They seemed excited about the prospect. It made me wish I'd had brought something really filthy. "THIS isn't," I quickly supplied, "Not really, anyway. And before I begin, I want to thank Jules for inviting me. I think he was drunk at the time."
The crowd laughed.
"And I'm going to do two. I have three minutes, so I can do anything I want, right?" I looked over at the emcee. She nodded, and mouthed, 'Do whatever you want.'
"Good, I just wanted to make sure, because..." I paused, you could hear a pin drop, "she scares me" I said in a small voice. The crowd laughed.
"This first one is a protest poem..." I began, and I detailed the motive behind the poem Big Metal Dicks. Not too complicated, that one. The crowd laughed in the right places, and got a real kick out of my standing there, giving the finger to them, or, ostensibly, the SUV-driving soccer mom mentioned in the poem.
They applauded, then I mentioned the title of the next poem, 'Never Party With Strippers', and they got a kick out of that, too. I started the read, and I acted it out in my usual method. Sometimes I wonder if I cross the line into performance art.
They laughed at the right moments, and really GOT the poem, which is more than I can necessarily say for the coffee shop crowd. They just shifted nervously in their seats.
I finished and sat down to loud applause and cheers. The emcee got the mic and looked at me.
"I've seen Argentum read and perform with his band at the coffee shop many times. They're really good. And Arg," she said, looking me in the eye, "I'm not scared."
The crowd laughed. I laughed, too. Later on, I started to wonder if she was coming on to me.
And the rest of the slam went on. Lots of poems, of which I have no idea what was read. Even immediately after they sat down.
Well, there were two with a little novelty merit. One was from a slightly obese girl whining about not getting fucked. And another was from a country girl, milk-fed, unformed, practically a fetus. The type of girl who hadn't been face to face with a penis in her life. It was about her great-grandma dying. As she finished, saying something like, "I won't forget you, great grandma!" the whole room went "awwwww." The cuteness factor was overwhelming to them.
A few african-american students got up and rapped or rhymed. I don't remember what they spoke about. The better readers did well worn , very practiced stuff. I don't like repeating myself. Fortunately, I write enough that I don't have to repeat myself.
And the slam was over. A cute kid who put together an amusing list of new year's resolutions won third. The girl who whined about not getting fucked got second, and an african-american with a good voice took the grand prize. I have absolutely no idea what he read, no mental images, no feelings about what he did, even seconds after he got done.
I would have won if they would have let me compete, but I don't go to their university.
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